Church made me a Lazy and Toxic Christian! (stories of December)
Disclaimer: This is my journey, it is in no way meant to insight or convince brethren to leave church! I love...or should I say loved church, mostly for the right reasons, but along the way, I lost it and the church became a comfortable routine. I told one of my friends " I don't want to identify as Christian anymore" and he gave me the " We have lost this one too" look, genuinely concerned he went on "out of the blues?...what happened? Do you need someone to talk to, I can give you the contact of my mentor"...and I get why he was concerned because if you know me, you know how boldly I embrace my Christianity! I told him I am done with religion and I didn't want to feel boxed or restricted in one...if he is smart then he got what I meant, if not I, hope he stumbles upon this story someday. I have always had questions, we all do, but I didn't dare try to ask them because I wasn't sure I was strong enough or ready to open the spirituality ...
