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Priyanka and Nick

So over the past couple of days the only other thing I have been obsessing over apart from my restored hairline (them braids be messing with my hairline y'all) is Priyanka Chopra and Nick's wedding photos and boy ain't they a sight for sore eyes... I mean a girl can only dream. So with all the love in their pictures and the number of Hallmark movies I have been watching where there is always a kiss at the end, I got to think about this over used and unfortunately misunderstood word- Love.

I love talking about love, scary, beautiful and thrilling... I particularly love new love in its precious shy and enigmatic stage. The chemistry when it is just beginning, the butterflies, exchange of shy smiles, its unpredictability... I just love love!

This love is sometimes very elusive, especially in my case. I have more than once experienced this love but it never seem to last. I am not looking for advice or sympathy, just want to pour my heart out here to uplift someone else in a similar quagmire. Sweetheart, we are all in this together (Insert high school musical voices)

One time I thought I found this love but 2 days later this new found love (or was it infatuation) introduced me to a pregnant fiancee...tsk tsk! Yeah its that bad.

This has been my story, for all the time I thought this is it...either it had a beautiful girlfriend somewhere, too old, too young, too unequally yoked or simply not just interested.

I seem to find it in places where the reciprocation is never merited or it is shown to me where my feelings are just numb!

The heart wants what it wants, and in its deceptive nature it somehow vowed never to make it easy!

So here I am in my late 20s still waiting...waiting...wait! Oh well. 

Before you start feeling sorry for me... this feeling 'sorry for myself' is very much short lived,it always is. I will soon move to the next trending topic. But before this phase ends let me keep talking about love in a paragraph or so. 

Despite all this mushy Priyankfied feelings I have inside me this very instant, I still believe in love, there must be a perfect (or imperfect if you want to get technical) someone for everyone out here, including me.

Let me not bore you with the pray and wait speech because honestly, I might not have the love I want right now, but the love I need, the most important love, I have it in plenty!

Its in the secret handshake with my niece (who coincidentally is called love) its in the simple good night and good mornings. 

Its in the emoji sent in response to my status. It is in the words of every  song I sing, every prayer I make, every step I take, every chapter I read, every verse I declare. It is in the simple Amen, the silent hallelujah! It is love in its purest, unconditional state... and I love it. So yeah, call me disillusioned but nobody is ever left out in the love train! Look closely love is all over the place!

Thanks for stopping by

Stay positive!

REMEMBER: Love never fails. (ignore the cheap mouse haha!)