Tomorrow

Wrote this last Friday 6th May 2016, I didn't know it was preparing me for today...I dedicate this to Fossie... May you rest in peace Nyar Kataro, enjoy heaven.

I love you...even in death!

Tomorrow is so hard to predict. Everyday we wake up with the hope of a good day but no one is ever really sure how the day will turn out. 

The most confusing part of it,is that every decision you make today interferes with your tomorrow

The scary part of tomorrow is that we don't know what effects the decisions we make today will have on our tomorrow. 

The funniest part of tomorrow is when we realize all the things we fuse and worry about today wont even matter tomorrow. 

The happiest part of it is when we look back and remember the silliest things we did that actually made us laugh, those times we were so happy and content, childhood friendships and games… songs we sang though we did not even know what they meant, that one time you made a friend walking in the rain because public transport was impossible, the jokes you shared that curves your lips in a smile when we remember them, the quarrels that you look back to and laugh because of how impractical you were at that time 

The saddest part of tomorrow is the realization that you wont ever be able to relive those moments, 

moments that you could have said yes and instead choose to say no, the times when you took for granted the simple things like sharing a bed with your baby sister… (Mitchell… for the record I miss fighting over space and blanket with you… wink wink!) 

The moments when you would have turned the other cheek and avoided losing a friend

The demanding part of it is how hard you have to work for it today to make it, better keeping up with weird trends so as not to be left behind… checking your clock overtime on a hurry to accomplish something different each day at the same time jangling between staying normal living a crazy chaotic life

The unavoidable part of tomorrow realizing that every day the sun will rise and set even if we do not prepare for it that each time the hour hand moves it draws near tomorrow

The reality that we have to face tomorrow weather we want to or not

The hopeful part of it in that despite the fact that we can not predict it we still prepare and plan it out… want to do better tomorrow than we do today.

Tomorrow is the reason we wake up  everyday, with each new dawn comes new hope for a better brighter day.

Not knowing of it is also a relieve… there is no fun in knowing tomorrow… actually what makes tomorrow a better tomorrow is living without knowing what to expect of it!

Someone (i don't know who) said life is what happens when we are busy preparing for tomorrow (or something close to that)

I have realized that obsessing and worrying about tomorrow is a disease each of us needs to be cured of, tomorrow will always be an enigma no one can deduce… so live today like its your tomorrow… because sweetheart it is… each day is your future!

Make the best of today, because thats all we are sure of… on earth at least! don't let your fear for tomorrow prevent you from living today, spend time with the people who matter to you, encourage when you can,  help even when you don't want to… above all love… for when you live in love you live in God…now when you live in God he promises us one thing…that he will not stop until the good work he begun in you come to a completion…you are not the author of your life.

Live today faithfully and let God worry about your tomorrow… doesn't he tell us in Matthew 6:25  not to worry about your life what you will eat or drink or what you will wear, isn't life more important than food and your body more important than cloths, for he knows the thoughts and plans he has for us,plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a tomorrow.

So wake up and live today… do all God allows you to do, and do not be weary about a thing but with prayer and supplications submit all your cares unto the lord and he will lift you up!

Leave the worrying part to God!