MY BACK AGAINST THEM ALL

Am turning my back away from all negative energy that emanates from people who I call friends.

Friends who talk about me rather than talk to me.

People who think that my talking a lot is a weakness- nkt!

Exes who think am not good enough for them…to hell with y'all (its personal by the way!)

Exes who still hate me for calling it quits! Just so you know I don't, in fact I don't even remember you, now how can you hate someone you don't even remember? 

So go ahead keep hating, I just don't care!

Am done with superiors who keep  telling me how incompetent I am no matter how hard I try. Using every moment they can spare to remind me how by the click of their finger they can fire me, talking to me as if they own me! enough already!

Done trying to help people who do not want to be helped. Trying to wake them up from their big slumber which now I feel like am becoming part of…simply gonna let the sleeping dogs lie!

Tired of making people my reference point coz I realized their standards are flawed… am sticking to the standards of God.

Am sick of waiting for people to appreciate me, for I now understand that trying to please please people is like heating oceans water with a flashlight and expecting it boil… ha! futile!

Away with people who judge the book by it cover, canal eyes that only see the physical not realizing that what is unseen is what matters most and at the end of the day, a man ought to change his heart before he changes the shirt!

Am turning my back against things that are not that important making me angry.

Above all,

Am trying so hard to stop trying so hard. just let God be who he is in me. Trying to understand all his ways is like chasing after the wind trying to control it.

Finally accepting the fact that I can make my plans but God has the final final say.

Am stoping trying to live my life as I write it, am going to leave the cursor blinking for him to do it.

For all the days ordained for me were in his mind even before one of them come to be.

So am turning my back,

am taking a rest as I wait for the next chapter to unfold.

And am totally convinced, the next chapter is even better than the previous one!